Wednesday, November 27, 2013
I've been thinking a lot about Thanksgivukkah. At first, I was planning a menu to celebrate the once-in-a-lifetime event: deep fried turkey, latke stuffing, and pumpkin pie filled doughnuts. Then, I started filling my trunk with small Hanukkah presents that the kids would enjoy after they finished their meal. And finally, I began to search for the perfect menurkey. The ceramic kind I tried to order online was sold out. So I tried googling "make your own menurkey" but my search yielded no results. Lucky for me, Ari brought an awesome one home from school:
Food? Check. Gifts? Check. Menurkey? Check.
I was all set for the 4th Thursday in November!
Yet, as this merger of holidays quickly approaches, I now find myself thinking about the meaning behind both special days. I just can't help but be overwhelmed with gratitude and with a belief in miracles. Thanksgivukkah. It's the story of my life.
I still wake up in the morning some days and cannot believe this is my existence. I have a 3 year-old who has been in treatment for cancer for half his little life. Our kitchen cabinets are no longer stocked with spices and olive oil but instead with syringes and medications. I used to write about poop, and now, I write about hope. A few years ago, I would get stressed over my annual review at work. These days, it's Ari's weekly blood count print-out that gives me angina. (That's still my all time favorite word. Some things will never change.)
This year, I give not just thanks, but I send the most profound gratitude to Ari's doctors and nurses and to our family and friends. I've said it before, and I'll say it again (and again), it is the medicine and the research that has saved his life and keeps Ari alive, and it is your support and friendship and your giving that has sustained us and encouraged us throughout this long process.
I wish I could give back to each one of you, to the medical professionals, to the hospital, and to the Dana Farber. I truly believe the Team Ari funds will save lives. And I am so proud of Ari and all of you for donating Ari's 3rd birthday presents to kids currently in the hospital (I do not know who you all are because Amazon shipped directly there, but I will be posting pictures soon and a note of thanks from the hospital.) And like last year when we helped a family from the Dominican Republic whose daughter M was extraordinarily sick, we are trying to help an Israeli family in a similar situation this year.
We thank. And we give.
And this year, we celebrate miracles.
I have two of them.